MY HONESTY TEST

It's funny how God throws little tests at us when we least expect them. You know, you're just going along minding your own business when, WHAM! - you're hit right between the eyes with a test of honesty and integrity.

Well, that happened to me today. And, I must confess, I argued with myself for a few minutes about what I ought to do. Thankfully, I did the right thing.

Here's my story: I needed to pick up a couple of computer related items at a local Staple's store. It only took me about five minutes to find the mouse, mousepad and microphone I wanted and I headed to the checkout counter. The nice lady rang up my items; I paid and left the store.

I had driven about 1/2 mile when I realized I had not been charged the proper amount. In fact, the mistake was over $14.00 in my favor. My mind instantly focused on what I should do - and just as quickly argued that if I returned to the store the checkout person might get in trouble for making such a large error. (Oh, what convoluted logic our feeble little minds can create!)

I turned the car around and drove back to the store. The young man (guard) at the entrance looked at me with a "You are an idiot" stare as I explained my dilemma. Slowly, it dawned on him that I actually did intend to pay the difference if he would kindly take me to the checkout counter.

The poor checker, 'tho very appreciative, had a tough time trying to correct her error and, in fact, ended up to calling for help.

The correction was made; I paid the difference and turned to walk away.

"God bless you," the nice woman remarked. "Thank you for being so honest."

I stood there for a few seconds mentally absorbing her facial expression and her remark. Then I replied, "I am a Pastor - I had better be honest!"

Now, before you go off thinking that I'm trying to pat myself on the back for being honest, let me state this: I know that before I realized the error, and before she was informed of the error, the Lord already knew about it and expected me to do the right thing.

Would judgment have fallen on me? Would a diesel truck crash into my car to penalize me for not returning to the store? Would I come down with some deadly disease? Probably not.

But, to disappoint the Lord and prove myself to be dishonest and without integrity would be a greater loss, in my opinion.

I know it was only $14.00. What would I have done if it had been $140.00? I believe I would have done the same thing. How could I have done otherwise?

How about you? What would you have done? (The question is rhetorical - you don't need to email me your answer. ;)

I pray the Lord blesses you today.

Warmly, in His love and life,

Roland Scroggins

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